Hoadjie

To that guy The one that holds me tight through the cold nights The one that holds my hand The one that's not ashamed to kiss me The one that calls me in the middle of the night when I'm only in bed Who deals with whatever mood I'm in no matter how short they are That holds my hair as I vomit away The one that buys the pads and tampons Tells me I'm sexy, no matter how much chocolate I just ate The one that still gives me hugs, even if I'm sick To the one that makes me smile, even threw a shower of tears To one that pick me up and shows me to the world To the one no matter what will be by my side This is for you To that guy

The bed the way you left it Unmade and twirled Slipping into the sheets the way you left them Head falling into your imprint on the pillow Your scent surrounds me Pulling me in, falling asleep Just the way I like it In your arms

Eyes light up As the smile becomes more natural Unneeded to hide behind makeup, clothes Silly thoughts fill the mind Body language becomes relaxed Playful giggles fill the air Nakedness fills so right

I've always been told it takes 2 to tango 2 too have fun together 3 to make it interesting But 4 is just an over excited crowd   Yet it only takes 1 to fall in love Another to walk away 1 to have a broken heart Another to fly with freedom Ending with 2 looking for 1 Which causes 2 to turn into 4

Was it worth it? To throw it all away Everything you've worked for To that very sudden day Did you find what you were looking for? Or had it already gone away Was it worth it? To lose what you had Only for that man, you just have meet Do you believe him when he says he love you always Never to leave your side Are you still happy with the choice you've made? Do you every dream of the way it used to be Have you missed everyone, or have you just forgotten about your pass Does he still love you, or has he found some other chick prettier then you Was it worth it for the love you once had?

When you're not here I cry Not because you have gone And not because you have hurt me It's the fact that you are not mind When I have you in my arms all my worries fade away and I forget that you are not mind But when you gone the real truth comes back to me The truth of that I have fallen for you and I want to say your mine and I'm yours But that's not going to happen and I have known from the start this was the case It wasn't the plain for me to fall for you but it happens So now I cry, wishing, wanting that one day you will be mine

I just want to be loved. I never thought it could be so hard. Here you are before me willing to do anything for me And you now I'll do the same for you. You tell me that you need me and you want me But you don't want to date me You tell me that you would get extremely jealous if I hooked up with another guy But you won't do anything about it. You say you're not ready even though it has been 3 years since her You tell me that you love everything about me But you don't love me

Because of you I'm here tonight You're the only one that's shinning bright for me You're keeping me a flight Holding me up so the whole world can see You're showing me how beautiful this could be Taking me by the hand, leading me through broken glass Sweeping me off my feet, so I don't get any glass in my feet You're keeping me safe, you won't let me bleed If I do you say you will fix it straight away You're teaching me how to fly, so I can show the world who I am You have shown me you can catch, so if I fall I know I want fall far Then you will put me back up in the sky, staying by my side Holding my hand so I won't fall again

One night that's all it took, for me to realise that you meant so much to me. Spending 24 hours together no date nor candles, roses, or chocolates No fancy meals, no rules or tension Just me and you cuddled up on your bed watching movies and TV shows With the end of each show an before a new one began Your lips were around mine as your arms drew me closer to you The warmth of your body soaked through mine Making me feel like I was the only person on earth you wanted to be with Making my world stop an bring me into yours As our day ended you didn't want me to go Pulling me back right through your door not letting me leave Staying

The same song comes from your lips As the same tears fall out of my eyes Falling down The same pictures run through my head clear as wine New glass is broken, yet put in the same old bin Same old pain goes through the body With the same question what am I still doing here? Noise of a zipper going up As the door is slam shut I lay there waiting to see if he returns Unable to move To scare to leave